Angels...

Thank you sheena.... thank you mayday.... thank you for saving me from THE great depression.....
added on: maybe it was fate that i watched 蕭煌奇video at a night where so many sorrows just surfaced... his voice just reminded me that there is nothing in the world we can't... He sees something that we with perfect eyes cannot see sometimes and that is hope.....

Feeling weird again.....

I am going to work because my dad is going to china to see his "other" son because the "poor" child is running fever.... Need to help him take care of office... Then i see his very own brother try to sell off every roundneck we have at a super low price just for HIS customers when my dad say we could earn much more by selling slowly..... Why am I in this messed up family conflicts? Going to work thinking my dad is visiting that very mistress that tore my family apart and witnessing his brother doing stupid things just to make my dad angry are worse than anything I have experience in life and yet I dunno how to react. Should I cried? I did for the past six years... Should I be agitated? I punched in the air furiously before. Doesn't work..... Should I talk to friends? Jean maybe but she is busy and even her words can only serve as temporary relief... I really don't know what kind of attitude should I have facing all these mess..... And my Dad worried that he might embrass me in front of my friends by answering that stupid mistress call when he is driving us down to Singapore.... Why must he mention it at all? I am so depressed after hearing that... Ignorance dun work anymore. My mum is getting more and more hot tempered with all the shit she facing and threatens to leave us with dad forever.... I had enough of all this shit and seriously I can't wait to leave this mess behind when I study in Singapore just to feel a bit better when my friends cannot do more damage to my broken heart.... Fuck it!!!!!

holidaying with SAF

Kudos to yao liang for his ultimate commitment to both NS and his accounting degree... Hardcore Student!!!! SAF Seaview Resort is Fantastic. Feels like staying in a villa. With 2 flat screen TV, five AC and a complete set of plates and cups, it made our stay there so comfortable. Good choice, YL. The sad part is that the beach is filled with so many branches and leaves and rubbish!! Not much outdoor acivities... Dodging was fun though... Haha I forgot... We still have a DVD player there... we watched Silent Hill in broad daylight and yet some people still scared and even jumped, yes, SOME poeple still whining in denial. emmm... did a relatively nice surprise for YL's birthday. We did a raining balloon at the staircase which all the ballons ended up in the toilet (sounds weird rite?). Played all the standard chalet games like murderer, snap, heart attack, truth or dare, mahjong, bridge, da di... wasting time away playing those games.... Shld have stayed over on monday nitez, darn... Oh wells.... That should end my carefree 8 month holiday for good. NUS here I come!!!