Saturday, April 11, 2009

delayed disappointment....

This post is highly controversial...



Went to look that the band forum for 2007 SYF... actually I was expecting some comments for my band le... but after looking through the entire forum, there is only one line... "...deserved a gold..."onli...
Of coz i feel super disappointed... and I start to ask myself why our music do not left any impression in those people' mind... is it the type of music we played? is it the part where we went out of rhytm? is it our lack of musicality? I am not concern about the award we got but why we failed to communicate with the audience there... what have we not done?
late night practices? we did at NIE... even reached home at 11
tutors? we got almost one for each section...
no sense of continuation for rehearsal? we have prac every day b4 assembly...
lack star players? we do have strong players like ant, cindy, the trombone gals and so much more...
conductor? we have the most experienced conductor...
lack of bonding in band? just look at the clarinet section shirt...
why then we did not perform to the level we expected to the level we desired to the level we capable of...
is it just fate that we just screw up that day? I dunno....

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